Talking or Writing

I need someone to talk to like actually talk to about things with me. Something use to fill that but I don’t even know what it is anymore. I tried writing, it doesn’t work. Im open for any suggestions

Its not the fact of being me that’s hard it’s me trying to be the person I want to become that’s making it much harder. I have the ideal person I want to be but non of the motivation…

Stand still to the future

These days I pass through everyday in a stand still. I know everyone has seen a movie or commercial in which someone is at a stand still but the world is moving so fast around them. You just see blurs of the people that’s how I feel right now. I’ve been super good at keeping my issues to myself recently. To the point that I don’t even give the shit thought and just think about the moment.
I’m definitely less stressed and it’s awesome but when you’re just living with the flow you kinda get on cruise control which isn’t any real progress.
I mean it’s also what I put my mind too. Right now I’m working crazy hours and have had crazy stuff going on some good some bad and a lot of L’s.
It’s crazy though the bads have been really bad, and the goods have been really good. There is not like an equal medium.

The last 8 days…

Have been hell. I’ve been told to many versions of the same situations it’s driving me crazy

Originally written dec 27

kvnhernandez:

I Need.mp3 - Maverick Sabre

I need something good…

“All these days seem so far away when i want to see how far away I’ve come.. Back then,I had not seen half them things I’d ever thought I’d see… become someone I’d never thought I’d be”